This book literally saved my life.
I read it in high school and it was okay. 15 years later I was taking a flight and needed something to read (pre-downloaded video was not quite a thing yet). I was NOT in a good place mentally, and hadn't been for a while. I was depressed and hiding it, suffering in my own head.
I'll be honest: I had a date picked out, and it was coming up.
This was in my library because I had grabbed a handful of free books from somewhere. I beasted the entire thing in 3 hours.
Something about it rung me like a bell. I saw myself in the dark place this character was 2/3rds of the way through the book. Lost, suffering, unfulfilled, failing to rise to his potential, lamenting choices and compromises of my past, looking back and knowing I would be a disappointment to the brilliant young man I used to be.
I can think, I can wait, I can fast.
These became my mantra.
I had the tools I needed. I could find a way out of this hole, I could be patient until the opportunities I needed arrived, and I could endure discomfort and hardship to get there.
I can think, I can wait, I can fast.
I told my wife I needed therapy. I told my therapist I needed meds. I've gotten more than ten years past that date.
I haven't quite found my river yet, but I'm on the road.
... so you should read this book.